I (20F) and my bf 22(M) are in the long distance relationship. He came to visit me on the 24th and stayed till the first. Naturally we had sex and a couple of times he wasn’t really in the mood to do it. I sometimes hypersexualize myself and i base my worth on it. So in those moments i felt like he didn’t love me because he didn’t want to have sex with me. I started crying because of that but i had like a voice in the back of my mind telling me that it’s not fair to him but another voice was louder telling me that he thought my body was ugly. I feel like a hypocrite because when I am not in the mood he understands and its not like i don’t understand i just hate that my stupid brain reacts that way every time.