Hi, after being ghosted by around 5 people these past couple weeks, I think I’m just becoming more numb to being ghosted and abandoned. It’s like there’s always a very high chance it’ll happen for me, despite pleading them before not to do that to me, and them saying they wouldn’t ghost. To talk with me if something’s up. Even despite that, it still happens, and it’s so freaking tiring. But at the same time, I’ve been becoming more numb to it all, simply due to how frequently it happens. I’m trying so hard to not blame myself, that I did something wrong or that I wasn’t good enough. I know I’m very affectionate very quickly with people, and come off as ‘weird’, but it’s just not worth being in so much despair over it all. Idk why I’m posting this really, just thought I’d ramble