I know this is the kind of post y'all see here but I haven't found anything close enough to my situation. A little over one year ago I've had my first boyfriend; we were long distance and honestly we didn't get along, maybe we went along well only for the first two days but I was trying so hard to fix him and I was the only person who still tried to talk to him so we stayed together for a month and we had been friends for 4. Throughout those 5 months of knowing each other, he was all I could think abt and he still is. He wasn't a good person at all, he SAd a girl and sent my private pics to people I know, other than telling me to end my life. I should hate him but for some reason I can't. He doesn't want to hear from me anymore, he has the perfect life now, an amazing girlfriend and plenty of friends while I'm still here alone. I've had another relationship but it didn't really help, I still stalk his friends daily. How can I forget abt him?