So I went through a strand of horrible friends and tbh I left feeling so bad about myself.

I lost all sense of self so badly that being alone is hard. I'm also taking a break from therapy to heal 💔

therapy is so much work and healing from those bad friends will take a while and is energy costly.

Been trying to refocus on myself and I find it quite disturbing how easy life is without being attached to people.

I'm really sensitive right now so I have been finding it easier to be on my own.

Surprisingly enough I'm liking it a bit.

The world would be such a nicer place if I didn't have to deal with people and be vulnerable.

Being vulnerable is icky and I'll never do it again. Rather stay on my own than to be emotionally dependent on people

Also I'm not who I am when surrounded my people when I am alone. It's odd. I think I changed myself to fit in with them :/ and now it's weird that I'm not loud or anything.... pretty quiet