My anxiety is getting to the point where it's really hard for me to function. My only family member doesn't even recognize mental illness, and thinks BPD and anxiety is all a myth.

The things I have the most anxiety about are the police. I get nervous when I drive by a cop, and I'm always afraid if cops suddenly show up at my door to arrest me.

I know I've done nothing that warrants an arrest. I'm very law abiding, and don't go out of my way to draw any attention to myself. I have literally no reason to be this anxious.

Another thing I have a lot of anxiety about is house fires. I constantly take pictures of any electronics being unplugged, stove being turned to off, etc as a sanity check so I don't go completely insane.

Not to sound like a pussy, but with the shit that's going down in the world right now, I also have anxiety over a possible nuclear war, and the government watching my every move.

I know I sound insane, but it's truly getting unbearable..

I don't know if posting this on the BPD subreddit is the right course of action, but I do have BPD most likely, and don't know where else this belongs.

Thank you.