Only recently I’ve started looking into the disorder because I wanted to research it for an original character of mine who has it, turns out I ended up resonating with many symptoms, particularly the obsessions, fear of abandonment, moodswings and anger. It usually stems from one singular person I obsess with at the time (currently it’s an online friend) who I place an obsessive amount of value on. A lot of it is inwards now as I’ve gotten better at managing my outbursts the older I’ve gotten. But there’s also many symptons I don’t experience or just don’t experience anymore, like disassociating, or self destructing behaviors.

I am not seeking to be diagnosed on the internet but I’m just wondering is it possible to experience some symptons while not resonate with others at all.