Hi, im 22f and am going through a breakup and my ex who also happens to be my best friend (were best friends before we got together) is done with me. Confirmed all of my worst fears and feelings of being unwanted and abandoned. It feels like the worst pain in the world, like true death. I’m having very bad passive suicidal ideation and I have been in constant hysterics, i can’t stop panicking or crying. It doesn’t feel like i’ll get through this, the pain is physically excruciating and I can’t stop vomiting. The abandonment and heartbreak truly feels like i am going to die, and i’m just desperate for any words of encouragement, support, advice, or words of affirmation that have helped you through rough times. I am so thankful for this community, your posts help me more than i can express and it helps me feel less alone. Sending love and support to everyone on here <3