hi guys so ive suffered with anxiety since forever and gotten myself in situations that nt people dont seem to get. ive been spiraling since my psyc said i may be on ASD made me feel like shit last december. after pushing for an evaluation, i had to wait 7 months (which was due next week). last weekend i just wanted to get stoned and decided do it. big mistake. woke up in the ambulance with psycotic thoughts, unable to move. they have given me anti psycotics and been on lorazepam for 2 days as i just shake without it. in a twisted way im glad I'm here its very calm at least I'm not autistic. but just an evaluation of 24 questions and she suspects it may be bpd, don't know i feel to know. good i think just knowing my struggle has been validated but pissed off how i got here and how hard it was getting here. any questions about the ward ask away.