This is progress! Trust me I had the urge to let my rage out on them, but instead I rage cleaned my house.

Once again someone told me what I wanted to hear and dangled a relationship infront of me. I felt special and so lucky to of found this person. We were going slow and at a good pace, btw this is new for me. I am impulsive, I rush and fall easy.

He kept telling me how much we suited each other, that I'm beautiful, and made future date plans. Suddenly I feel safe and sleep with him, he told me he loved waking up with me.

Bullshit! He ended things the very next day. Suddenly I'm not good enough. I wanted to scream at him about him being full of shit and in the past I would of. Instead, I told him that he should of told me before we had sex and I felt used.

I still feel angry sad but I'm not lashing out and that shows me that I've made progress. At least I've got a clean house out of it. 😮‍💨