My husband and I are around the baby age and my biological clock is not ticking... It's bashing me in the head.

While we are not at all financially ready, we have both agreed on the high possibility that having a kid may lead to me having a nervous breakdown and even if it doesn't, our marriage may seriously shatter. We have had many conversations about it before but man, I always come back to it every time I'm even reminded of babies.

Everyone around me is either pregnant or have kids already. No one is pressuring me at all, this is all me putting the pressure in myself.

I feel such huge FOMO. It's not worth losing my FP for a child I don't even know, but are any of you feeling in the same boat? Or have kids and are managing to have a healthy relationship? OR decided not to, and how do you feel about it?