I’m a 27 year old bisexual female. Bpd relatively under control unless I’m in a talking stage with someone then I can go a bit insane. I have therapy and I am in sobriety recovery. I’m relatively attractive with a lot of tattoos but am plus size.

My only long term relationship was with a crazy girl for a year. I just can’t seem to meet anyone who wants to get to know me, and if they do then they do something to make me crazy and I go crazy. Oftentimes I’m just too much for people. I’ll admit that I often go for the wrong people but I’ve been doing a lot better since therapy. I feel like I’m never going to have a relationship. I feel like I will be single forever, never get married, never settle down, but I want it more than anything. I feel like there’s something wrong with me. Anyone else feel like this? Any success stories that will give me hope?