Does anyone else relate? I dread being away from my partner, we barely see each other and so when we do its so important, and then that's it, im back at home and im lost and alone, have no will to function or do things for myself. Idk when ill see her next, and i obviously want to see her more. Which i understand, but im so lost without her, it makes me cry just thinking about it, why cant i just be with her. Being alone is hard, even if im with friends im not really there, just consumed by my thoughts of her and dissociating. If anyone can relate or has advice that would be great. I know i should probably get a job and be busy, but its so hard to want to do anything. I hate it so much, and i know she doesnt like it either. I fear ill push her away because im like this. It always happens. Im just scared.