I want to know if its something people with BPD/ADD usually experience or its just me and my own life experiences

Its pretty straightforward, i only care about money, and its making me more and more sad.

Nothing motivates me, im not seeing myself work in anything, and if so, i see no point in doing it because it doesn’t have the potential to make me a fair living.

I have no idea where i can get my life to go with this reasoning either and its making me sad because im only driven by money, and if it can’t make me good money fast i can’t get myself to do it.

Only thing that brings me joy is basically the tought of winning the lottery and enjoying my life away of everything, not doing anything.

I just need help, advice, careers, etc…