i feel like a horrible person i didn’t do anything but it feels like i’ve done alot of bad things i feel like i’m the worst person ever i push everyone bc i’m scared i’m always scared n afraid i don’t know why all these feelings together r so overwhelming i can hear my heart beating as fast as possible it could be i can hear everything happening in my body, my thoughts r heavy they shouldn’t be they r THOUGHTS everything so loud yet so quiet i’m feeling too much even my post wouldn’t make any sense, i’m afraid ppl gnna leave me that i have no one now even if i know new ppl i’m always scared n anxious waiting them in any second to despair being alone kinda calming but feeling lonely makes me wanna kms i’m craving love n attention im craving all that shi n it makes me disgusted how desperate i am