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I’m so tired of struggling. Medications help, everything helps but it takes over my whole life just to try and live without hurting myself or going Ana again. My scars are so heavy on my body that I have to hide them from so many people. I’ve scared away anyone who ever cared about me.
I just . . i feel like it’s never going to end. i am so tired of having hope just to lose it, and having such a small glimpse of it. i’ve been suicidal for so long, i accidentally tried recently (was on a new antipsychotic and just gave up one night. i didn’t do anything except make myself sick on painkillers and maybe hurt my kidneys).
but asking as someone who is 32 and who has been in the hospital once already . . . does it actually ever end?
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