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This might be the hardest day of the year for me.
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It brings up so many complicated feelings of abandonment and isolation. I neither have a mother (deceased) nor am I a mother. Just another day to sit out while the normals celebrate.
It feels like there's a fist around my heart keeping it from beating. Rationally I know I'm loved but I feel so under appreciated. And then I feel guilty for feeling that way and completely unworthy of all love.
I feel disgusting and selfish. I just want to be normal.
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