I really wish mine didn't know. So bad I wish I never told him. I wish I never told him that I'm attached to him and only him. Because maybe if he didn't know things would be better, because I'm scared he avoids me and distances himself from me because of the attachment, because maybe he thinks I'm obsessive and crazy or something. Maybe he'd actually talk to me if he didn't feel so pressured. But he had to know. He had to know otherwise he'd never know why I'd freakout on him or why I get so scared and angry at him when he doesn't respond for a while, why I'm constantly needing to ask for reassurance. Or he'd never know why I'd get so upset when plans get cancelled or anything. He had to know I had to explain myself. But I wish he didn't know. :( Wonder if anyone feels similarly or if for anyone their FP knowing has actually been beneficial