I tend to go back and forth between thinking I'm super ugly and I'm a terrible person to sometimes suddenly being obsessed with myself. Thinking I'm the best kind of person to be and everyone should be like me. And thinking I'm incredibly hot and everyone wants me. And often I feel all of these things at the same time and it's confusing. Walking down the street thinking all the people in the cars must think I'm hot shit but then if someone stares at me I think they think I'm ugly and weird. Simultaneously hating every inch of myself while also thinking that I'm better than most people because most people can't measure up to how kind and understanding and compassionate I am..idk. it's a weird mess. And I'm curious if anyone relates