I've been dating my new boyfriend for about 7 months now but I can't help but feel empty some days with him. My ex was my fp but it was an extremely toxic relationship but I can't but feel hopeless that I will never have that connection with someone again. I love my boyfriend but I feel like there's a hole missing that will never be replaced. I feel like I am just drifting. I know my ex was no good for me but that connection or obsession won't sever itself and I don't know what to do anymore. I am starting therapy tomorrow and I hope that helps but everyday I just want to text my ex or call him. ofc I never do because I know that'll hurt me in the long run. Obviously I am thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend because he doesn't deserve me missing someone who doesn't exist anymore. It's like I am grieving. I am content with being alone rather than dealing with my overwhelming emotions. I can't do it anymore.