[MAJOR NOTE; I WILL NOT respond to low effort/no introduction messages. I put time and effort into my post trying to be concise, and I'd prefer you do the same.] D: Long read ahead, buckle up!

Hello! My name is Aspen, I post every now and again and decided to rewrite some things, searching for my "perfect" partner! I'm 19, I'm looking for a LONG-TERM RELATIONSHIP/DYNAMIC.

(PS; There is pictures of me on my profile, and I will send selfies WHEN I'M READY! Please try to understand! <3)

My must haves are below! ･ Please do not DM/message me if you're older than 55, and please be 21 ! ･ Please have experienced or willing to learn about neurodivergent people. ･ Please be 420, piercing/tattoos, and mental health friendly! ･ Please be experienced with BDSM/kink in general !

A little about me is below!

Heyoo, my name is Aspen as we know. And I am a autistic sub. I'm a very energetic, sweet, and silly/goofy person! Often times than not, I find it extremely difficult to be serious; though I can be when asked of me/needed! I'm always bouncing off was, and I'm definitely a hyperactive little person, and even when I'm not up to it, I have a pep in my step and a smile on my face often, I'm full of dark jokes and will always try to cheer you up with my corny jokes. I'm very clingy, yet getting much better! Tips & encouragement would very much be appreciated!

Here's a bit about what I do, my hobbies, and special interests!

I adore baking/cooking, history/periodic ; books, films, etc! Theatre Arts, arts n craft, sewing, wood working, and so so much more. I absolutely love bugs, and my favorites are bagworm month caterpillars, and more so a insect, but; I adore deaths head hawk moths too! I can/and most likely will go on and on about my favorites; I've been studying bugs ever since I was 6 as a trauma response, and I can quite literally talk all day about why I find them fascinating and why I think we should all love on them and be kind. That being said, I'm a design manager/graphic designer, and digital artist; I love my job, and with that, I have a lot of free time for you! A new thing I have been investing my time is, is writing lore for a new stuffed animal of mine! And I'd absolutely love to tell you all about my dear boy (stuffed animal) if you're interested in doing so!

Physically, I'm 4'11, 94-98 pounds, mixed (black and Japan), little doll. With big sparkly brown eyes, a slim baby face. Slender neck, small shoulders, sharp collar bones, a small chest, slim frame, small tummy, somewhat thick highs, and a nice butt! I have a more alternative style of fashion; Gothic, punk, indie, fairycore, and much more! My style and wardrobe consists of more light, "Ethereal", and pastel style wardrobe, as well as more dark and spooky clothing, it definitely differs. But for the most part, definitely not " normal ", or average for where I live!

More nerdy facts about me are, I'm heavily into dnd, getting into star Wars, and I plan on doing a marvel marathon soon! I'm heavily into psychology, and true crime, and as of late, I've been very invested in the ladder; maybe we can go on endless conversations about some that recently have gotten us hooked? I also just love knowing what makes a brain honk and what not! I fricken loveeeeee old history facts, presentations, periodic; films, shows, books, anything under the sun! Recently Regency has been on the mind, and Victorian era aswell! They are my flipping jam and I love it so much; what's an era you idolize or adore?

Now, what am I looking for you may be asking? Read alonggg!

I'm looking for a long-term dynamic, that can not only be sexual, but romantic! I'm looking for an older, caring, compassionate, nurturing person who isn't just looking for a quick fix/fling. I am looking to get to know eachother over call at some point soon!

I have 7 years of experience, out of trauma unfortunately, however I am healing and actually reached my " self harm free " for 22 months recently! But back on track, I want someone who either has at least some experience, or even more than me. Im looking to have the base of the dynamic be "cg/l", with other things added to the mix and what not ( Sub/Dom, Pet/Owner, etc etc.) I would like to have structure, rules, punishment and reward system set up, and just general stability. I should say now, I have dependent personality disorder, I can get very clinging, and if you can not reciprocate, at least a bit of that, I will not be interested. I like effort and consistency in someone, especially people who know and can identify what they want and are looking for! I strongly prefer descriptive partners aswell! Onto what I'm NOT looking for; I am not )looking for a fling, fwb, or NSA. This being said, I'm not looking for someone who wants to be " discreet ", have affairs, or anything illegal. I am okay with, singles, couples, people of ANY gender!

In a relationship, I'd say I admire someone who isn't serious all the time, and someone who is confident in who they are with; don't be ashamed to hold my hand in public, call me your own, etc etc. Be proud of me, just as I am of you! You're a gem, and deserve to be worshipped and treated as such! ^{^} I definitely prefer someone who is also confident in themselves, and what they can/have to offer. I of course love giving daily affirmation, and what not, but i find it most attractive to support my partner and watch them succeed! If you can't handle a hyperactive gremlin, who is clingy, and is always giving you affection, don't waste your time with me. I adore spending time together, but also can respect your space when it's needed. Also! Someone who can communicate is a major plus, I'm horrible at communication, but have been getting exceedingly better! ^{^} (Tips are appreciated wholeheartedly.)

Now onto some more about me, shall we? Read alonggg (make sure not to miss the fine print, either!)

Hey again, my name is Aspen as we know. Let's start with some physical features of me; I'm a mixed ( black and Japanese ), 4'11 little doll. I have big sparkly brown eyes, button noise, slim and petite body frame, with sharp collar bones being my favorite feature of myself, short hair (it's dyed Shamrock green right now!), and my sense of style is alternative; goth, punk, fairylike and more. I'm all over the place, but but society norms, I am well; just that. "Not normal"! And im okay with that. :P

Onto personality stuff, I'm a very sweet, and affectionate person! I enjoy doing all sorts of things, gaming, baking/cooking, arts n crafts, skating, and so so so much more! I'm definitely a very goofy/silly, person, I am rarely ever serious, unless you need me to be president such. I'm the therapist friend, by also simultaneously the friend who goes therapist friend and the parent of the group? (Mental health, innit), I'm definitely the person who dishes out dark humor jokes, but also will pull out the corny dad jokes, as well! I'm a very creative person (I also work as a graphic designer as well!), I think my most authentic self is when I'm doing my makeup, or when you get me on phone calls! (They are one of my favorite things to do!)

More onto the nerdy stuff I partake in, I'm a history bluff, by heart! I absolutely love history facts, especially ancient or older history. I adore theatre Arts and, .. I'm a theatre kid, AND orchestra kid. Yes, yes we exist. I absolutely adore bugs, and insects alike, and I can ramble on about them for agesssss, what's something you're passionate about? I also play dnd, and am kinda writing a dnd style lore for a stuffed animal of mine as well. I've also been planning a marvel movie marathon, and am currently doing a harry Potter marathon with my best friend, we're about to get started on movie 4 actually! I'm proud to say, I can also debate relationships and in the DC universe as well.

I'm a very, sweet, caring and loving person and I will always try my best to accommodate you (within reason), and support you! I'm definitely very clingy, and definitely need someone who can handle that. I'd prefer someone who isn't busy day-in and day-out, (if you have plans stacked up from the morning you wake up to the night you sleep, we won't work out!) But I can definitely give you space when you need it and respect you when you go to work. I'm a hopeless romantic when I attach to you and I will write love letters from the heart often to to remind you how much I love and appreciate you and much more! I'm a huge experimentalist and don't mind much, but I do have my limits; primarily I don't have anything I'm wanting to try as of late nor am I looking in particular to explore anything as of late either. A major plus about me is, I have a very in depth kink list (& more importantly; a in depth limit list)! I prefer if you weren't heavily religious or heavily political (in the preachy sense), heavily traditional or anti-lgbtq . Overall as long as you aren't a asshole and put effort in, I will be willing to talk to you!

To wrap this up, to start off a conversation, send me a DETAILED introduction of yourself, and in it; write about your day/night, favorite bug or your favorite musical! (Doing at least one is required!) After we get to know each other, I wouldn't mind sending selfies. I'd love to call and get to know you!

Even if you're not interested, thanks for reading and have a nice day/night, bye bye!