Today is the second of September, it's kinda crazy how fast time has been going. It still somehow feels like jelly though. Hands on the clock never stop, but I just feel stationary. Stuck. I feel like it's still April, 2020, and yet I feel like it's already tomorrow. I can practically taste tomorrow. When will it get here? I'm Grey. Yes, that's what people actually call me. I'm 18. I'll be 19 in a few weeks. I just bought an rv, and am getting it in livable condition. Not that it wasn't, but I need to adjust some things on it to make it fit for me. I have quite a few dvds, and I like collecting them. It's become a bit of an obsession for me. Really, I think I'm just trying to fill a few voids. I will admit, I'm a bit emotional tonight. I got ghosted, I am realizing that my folks want me out of their home just as much as I want out, I thought about our dogs in vests and bow ties, and our cat too. Honestly, I teared up thinking about it then, and now. They're just so good, and loving, clingy, but I just love them so much. I'm a bit of a wreck, as you can probably tell. I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep by myself tonight. I want you to just hold me, maybe stroke my hair and kiss my head. Let me know that I'm okay, that I'm safe with you. Let me introduce you to some of my stuffies, and maybe we all cuddle together. You, me, them. I'm pretty open sexually, but I've not tried alot of things. I want to try receiving oral, bondage, sensory deprivation, maybe public play, cnc, ddlg (sexually), spanking, I want you to teach me how to make you feel good. I'm pretty open, but I'll just let you know if something is a yellow or red light for me... When it comes to you, I really just hope you are open to traveling maybe, and are younger than 35~ I'm still open to older, but I prefer younger. Thank you for your time. -Princess/Grey♡