I go by Grey or baby or princess. I'm 18. I have a part time job that I'm not sure how I feel about yet. All I know is that my feet hurt, and that I'm tired. I'm really tired actually. I live with my parents at the moment, but they are trying to move again. (We moved a year ago, and about 3 years before that.) It's just exhausting. So now I have a choice to make. Do I move with them, or do I move out on my own? I found a small, cheap house that I kinda love. Its charming to me, it's simple. The problem is this: Do I get a small loan, or do I stay with my parents for a few more exhausting years? My mom is... too much. She wants too much from everything, and i want to give too little. But from there, I want you to decide to make me grow my hair back out (doing it anyway, but it's just easier for you to make me), eventually I want you to be in person to sometimes choose my clothes, or food, even the small things like my perfume, or the color of my socks... I want to give you most of the control, but I also need to feel loved by you... I need hugs, and forehead kisses, and for you to hold my hand and to tell me that you care about me, and that you would never let anything happen to me... I want you to meet my parents one day, and to seek their approval a little bit. But I also want you to pin me down, and choke me, for you to go down on me while I'm tied up and defenseless. Use me for your pleasure, but treat me like a princess... Take me for slow walks, make me eat my dinner out of a doggy bowl and let me sleep in a cozy kennel... pet me, and let me lay in your lap without expecting head... Watch cringy movies with me because you know they make me happy, just like how I would watch sports or documentaries or anything with you bc I know it makes you happy... I know I'm a bit everywhere in this post, but admittedly, I'm tired, overwhelmed, and it's not doing me very well. Love you Daddy, talk soon♡♡♡