🙇♀️[Thank you for the replies, everyone! Think I met my soulmate!!!]🙇♀️
Original post: Hi, you!
Looking for a lockdown challenge?
Want to battle me for ownership of myself?
Can this be love?
I'm an atypical (ish?) sub. Maybe a brat? I don't know. Probably just really mentally broken.
I am hypersensitive, emotional, and highly intelligent. My mind is active all the time - even when I'm asleep. I don't know how to turn it off.
I hate being overrun and exhausted by my inability to fix myself alone. But I never find anyone who can really help...
I have always been incredibly smart, philosophical, spiritual... and I'm getting better with age.
I'm not interested in being a bimbo or given commands. In fact, I don't want to submit to anything.
I want to be forced or manipulated into doing the right things for myself. I want someone smarter than me, kinder than me, probably older than me... to help fix me. Work with my mental barriers to undo them. Enjoy the challenge that I pose.
Sexually, I fantasize about being used - all the time. I want to have an owner who uses me anywhere, anyhow, because he can't prevent himself from doing so.
I want to be irresistible; for him to know how much I need that he need me. Almost anything would go in that context, including allowing other people to use me - as long as he's there to make everything feel safe and right, and be pleased by the things I do for him.
Turn offs: feeling like you chose me cause I was available, not because you want ME. Also, you losing patience with me when you can't crack the code that I've been struggling for YEARS to decode myself.
Thank you very much. If you're out there, I'm waiting here, torturing myself alone. 🙇♀️
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