Have fun reading.

I actually went a full year without cumming. To prove myself that I have complete mastery over my actions and that I am stronger than my desires, if I wish to. Daily edging for 3 months without cumming? Yup, done that too.

That little story may help you to believe that I'm after much more than just sex. Also I'm quite eclectic, so there's many possibilities open. From vanilla to 24/7 M/s TPE, starting monogamous and remaining so or moving to an open polyamory style. I know what I want and what I don't. I've come to peace with the fact that all my desires won't ever be all fulfilled.

It's case by case. We're all unique with different things to bring to a relationship. I'm looking for long term, deep intimacy and emotional connexion. Beauty helps tremendously of course, but physical beauty is a gift of the DNA lottery. Not a choice. Therefore it's minds that I'm really curious about. Your moral values, actions, thoughts, experiences, hope, dreams and all.

I'm good and comfy on my own. So if you're not actively willing to make this work, with time, curiosity, efforts, attention and care, no need to bother. No need to play games either. I'm not here to chase, so no need to play hard to get, wear a mask, add filters on pict or other social BS. I crave authenticity. Be candid. Just be yourself. I don't scare easily. I highly value honesty and people daring to open up. We'll probably match strongly or not at all. Simple as that.

I used to rise/fell in love rather instantly, get attached way too quick, way too strong. I like to believe I finally managed to fix that, to delay it at least. Important to know: I'm not looking for online interactions, but for real encounters. The whole point of this is to actually meet new people, to see if we get along, if there's chemistry.

I'm 1m79, 62kg, soon 32, still looking 22. I live alone in a lost Swiss village.

No kids, never married. Against both for various reasons.

The 24th country I'll go to will probably be Portugal in July.

I'll go to Nowhere in Spain (the main European Burning Man), after that to Boom in Portugal (giant psytrance festival). Next Croatia to MO-DEM for faster bpm.

Last year I lived for a month in a forest beyond the Artic Circle. In Sweden for my first Rainbow Gathering. I might go to one this year too. No idea where or when. The European one will be in Estonia and the international one in Russia this year I believe. Who knows, I may even go back to Panama next year for that Tribal Gathering. It's been a few years. I'll spend 2-3 months in Peru or elsewhere if that happen.

That already gives a few options for a meeting.

I'm open to any location. Hosting offers in a nice places sure help.

I travel for events and people. I'm an introvert, so I spend most of my free time in front of my home cinema at home to recharge the rest of the year. Also a screen of 130", 2m90 by 1m60, is damn addictive. I admit. Gotta chill hard too.

So the possibility that I travel anywhere worldwide to meet is open, although I have a strong preference for you to come over to Switzerland. Bonus if your lifestyle or location allow that. Big bonus if you're kinky with the wish, will and freedom to eventually relocate. Giant bonus if you're already vegan. 'Approaching 12 years on my side. Kindness is sexy.

That's it for my little bottle in the virtual sea of Reddit.

Don't hesitate to reach out even years from now if somehow you land here through keyword search. You may find years old bottles elsewhere. This one may respawn.

Here's some pict of the humanoid Gaya. Whose fingers wrote all this.

https://imgur.com/gallery/WndbI4u

If you feel like embarking on an existential journey to discover what the label Panonym is pointing at: Welcome!

AI, Aliens, Faeries, Mechanical Elfes and psychonauts of all kind are welcome to reach out. Misfit, weirdos, neuroatypical, normies, celebrities, talking kitten. Everyone's welcome. Friendship applications are open too, just know that femininity is what attracts me.

Warning: Taking a red pill deep into the rabbit hole may result in loss of sanity, or possibly worse, the discovery of what sanity may be in a world seen anew. Let's bliss together.