I'm not into rape. I am into women into "rape". FAKE "rape". The kind of woman that wants to "bait" me into taking her. NOT actual rape.

I'm going to do what I want with you. With who I want. Make you watch. Join. It's my game. Not yours.

Rough sex. Hard. Fast. The kind that leaves you dripping in sweat, bruised and exhausted.

The kind of rough people outside who over hear might think you need help. The kind of long and rough that leaves you black and blue walking funny for the next week.

Where you collapse from the physical exertion and have nothing in you but to smile and ENJOY it.

Please. Tell me how you want me to pick you up, man handle you, physically over power you and other wise freely use your body to my pleasure and liking.

I am looking for a SERIOUS submissive who is willing to allow herself to surrender to a more primal calling. I require someone of special design. Someone who understands upfront that while I am seeking "sex" I am also seeking something ELSE.

I want the control. I NEED the control.

I NEED to be able to look at my phone and see you've replied to me. I want to know where you are. Who you're with. What you're doing.

Mostly because of my control issue/need to want to keep you SAFE but also because I want to make sure you ARE safe.

I'm not looking for anyone below 25. If you're not mature enough to read a long or typed up post/message than I am not for you.

I am looking for someone obedient, willing to listen, do as they are told and follows rules.

Please do not waste my time. I will not waste yours.

Please be REAL. LOCAL.

I am average and take care of myself. Eat proper. Exercise. I don't expect you to be barbie but I also am not interested in someone who is "my 600 pound life". I hope this is not rude but to my point.

I am direct. Blunt. I speak the truth and operate in reality. I want what I want. You should want this too.

I look forward to our chatting more.

Also, if you've made it this far while I sound intense (and I am) I am also a normal, average human being who understands that this is all MOSTLY a form of "play". Not REAL. Something that's just a "sport" of sorts. It's fun.

I am not looking to keep you shackled in some dungeon. I do not want to hurt or harm you (past the point of your own consent/liking), I will now send you to a hospital for broken bones or a broken mind and I will not ruin your life but always try to find a way to better it.

I need a new friend first. Someone who will listen. Actually take the time to read. Keep up.

I am not for the feint of heart. You have been warned.

Disclaimer: I do not enjoy causing emotional or psychological trauma of any kind. Since I managed to unintentionally hurt the only serious reply I had to my prior posting not disclosing this information: I am in a complicated long distance relationship. She knows about this but does not need to be involved. OR can.

Ultimately, I have found that this deters a great deal of women having any interest with me but I am hopeful one of these days I will meet someone where it doesn't matter.

The only person who's messaged me seriously so far here really raised my bar for responses. I've had to many "send me a pic" messages and only 1 person actually trying to get to know me.

You being pretty is not enough. You're going to have to be something more than that. Your replies should be well thought out, detailed and managed. I don't expect novels but I don't do "lol ok".

I won't send pics until I get one. I realize you all may get trolled for photos and catfished but I am hit insanely every time I post one of these. I am not looking to waste anyone's time.

I don't need you to send me nudes but I hope you are ok with EVENTUALLY revealing to me what you LOOK LIKE (different from who you are like name/social media). Hopefully given the nature of my post and how much detail of what I am posting will have you understand why I need you to be open showing me who you are as I will be showing you who I am when we do our exchange.

I'm tired of hurting and being hurt in my searches for this sort of stuff. I'm close to giving up with it all. I have had a number of bad experiences and personal loses as a result of my just trying to find someone who is also into this. I don't have many more attempts at this in me. Really hoping to find someone that sticks.

Hopefully we chat soon.