Submissive, meek, shy, quiet, etc. These are all things I've been called in real life and I guess I can't argue with it. I'm extremely shy when talking with anyone, but women especially for some reason. Even when it's just online stuff, I still get super nervous! I know it's probably odd, but I just can't help it. Knowing that a woman wants to talk to me makes my palms a bit sweaty lol.

I guess I'll start by telling you a bit about what I'm looking for. Um, well, it's kind of hard to explain. I'm really new to all of this, but I think it's similar to gentle femdom. I want a woman who will take care of me and tell me nice things, basically. But I want it to feel real, too. Sometimes I'm a bad boy and don't deserve certain things. I understand that. However, I never want you to make me feel bad about myself. I never want to feel emasculated, small, or stupid. Instead, make me feel good about myself! So I want you to be much less of a mistress and much more of a caretaker. :)

I want a woman who is confident and knows how to take the lead... Because I am definitely not confident and won't take the lead! I know that it's usually the guy who does this stuff, but I am not cut out for that. Moreover, I really love the caring and maternal vibe that a lot of women seem to have. It not only, um... turns me on sexually, but it just makes me feel good in general to be treated in a caring and loving way.

So that's really what I'm looking for. Someone to take care of me. I guess there's definitely a sexual aspect to it, too. As you know, I'm still a virgin (and I've never even kissed a girl)... so I do get horny a lot and stuff. Actually I do watch a ton of porn... so yeah... Anyway, I'll probably awkwardly bring up sexual stuff with you. When I become horny I sometimes feel like I become more stupid! So if you think my social skills are bad now, just wait until you see me in that state lol.

But that's why it has kind of been hard for me to do sexual chats. It's always so stressful because I'm thinking I'll say the wrong thing and ruin it all. Most women seem to want a dominant guy and I'm not able to do that. I don't want to do that. I want to be myself. Hopefully you can ease me into things and not make me so nervous about everything!

I guess I'll talk about some stuff I don't want now. One of my major limits is ageplay. I'm a 21 year old guy and I really don't want to pretend to be younger. It's not a nice fantasy for me and I'm not into it. I'm also not into chastity, eating my own cum, pain, cuckolding, bestiality, and probably a few others I can't think of right now.

I'm also not really comfortable sending pictures. I understand that that will be a deal-breaker for many, but I'm not comfortable with it, sorry. I can describe myself if you'd like, though. I'm 6'2", slim, and pale, with brown hair and blue eyes.

Other than that, um... yeah. I guess you can just message me if you're interested. Thanks for reading :)