36 [m4f] #Houston mid life crisis need spark and control otherwise zombie

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cheeseheadtexan is a male age 36 looking for a female in Houston, TX

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I have a strong need to feel like you're in control of things. There are tons going on and I need to find little ways to feel satisfied.

I'm a 36-year-old guy in Houston with a good job, great family, and friends... but somehow, I just feel empty inside. No motivation, no spark, no excitement. Been working since I was 16, from odd blue collar jobs to now white collar office job.

I'm not a party animal, never been into drinking or clubbing. I've decided to start working out, hoping to get some endorphins pumping and shake off this lethargy.

But it's not just that. I feel like I'm just going through the motions of life:

Waking up, going to work, coming home, watching TV, sleeping... repeat.

No real purpose, no passion, no fire in the belly.

I'm starting to feel like I'm just sleepwalking through life.

I need to feel like I need to have control while sharing my feelings, emotions, and fears? Sometimes just saying it out loud and blowing off energy can help

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Houston, TX

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a female

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