im a 25 year old AMAB non binary person, 5' 11", currently 215lbs, brown eyes with glasses im so blind without them, i shave my head due to alopecia. i prefer they/them pronouns but its not a big deal to me. ive always been very quiet/asocial, i dont really leave my room and its been like that as long as i can remember, i get mental blocks trying to force myself into a social interaction if im not comfortable and freeze easily.. ive never really had friends or felt truly comfortable around anyone, ive been in 2 past relationships. ive honestly struggled to enjoy much, felt completely alone for so long ive never had plans or goals, im really boring and have just existed.. just want to make somebody happy with the time i have.

i love gaming and learning new things, im very good at researching. im a cat and bun parent,, raising 3 litters of cats in the past and still taking care of 12 of them.. i dont watch a lot of movie/shows on my own but i enjoy them as well as anime. usually watching youtube and if you like vanoss, jschlatt, slimescicle, any of the goons/groupchat boys, charborg, smii7y, internet historian, we have the same brainrot humor. also a big time stoner/gardener of it, im almost always vaping the weed ive grown. i adore walks before the suns up when its still cool outside, feeding the stray cats along the way. im really empathetic, pretty sensitive, silly stuff can make me tear up easily. cant drive 😢

id really like to find someone to get to know and spend all my time with. someone thats also into, gaming/movies/youtube, gentle femdom, likes intimacy, hand holding, neck kisses, whispers, eye contact, being held/holding etc. please sing to me even if you think you suck. i always want to be around my partner and cling to them. im hoping youd like to paint my nails and/or maybe dress me up sometime 😳.

my libido is a little above average i think, very much a sub/bottom, i love being praised and making my partner feel good but when im comfortable with my partner i can be a switch if they like. i might be a little but im not sure what that fully entails. im very open minded so ask anything youd like to know, just please let me know youre from here and why youd like to get to know me so i know you read this (:

"And then you do convince yourself to go out and do social things, hate it, and also start guilt tripping yourself about how the only reason you are out here is the end goal of finding a partner.

That's it. That is literally it.

No, I do not want to go to a fucking country music festival or concert or bar.

I wanna play games(board, cards, videogames) and smoke weed, do arts and crafts, and watch one of out favourite movies for the 100th time in pajamas." - random reddit comment i resonate with.