Hey there! If you're reading this, well, I'm surprised you've gotten this far, haha. But I guess that's what this wonderful subreddit is for.

So, a little about me first - 5'10, 180 with a solid dad-bod, dark brown hair and eyes with a short clean beard, generally handsome and all-in-all a fine guy to spend some time with. So far so good, right? Well, my dear, I happen to be woefully underendowed and therefore have developed some very submission-focused kinks. I'm very happy to go into detail on those, but lately I've gotten a bug in my head about being a bit of a quickshot....

I've always been enthralled by erotic hypnosis, and recently I stumbled upon some femdom audio about becoming a premature ejaculator. I'm generally very shame and humiliation-driven, so this definitely got its hooks in me. The files were focused on becoming uncontrollably aroused any time a pretty woman with big breasts was around, to the point of creaming myself and making a mess of my undies in public. Now, normally this type of thing wouldn't appeal to me, but unfortunately it's really gotten stuck in my head. Watching these videos and listening to women that alternate from being bratty to mothering encourage me to simply let go of my arousal and feel that shame and humiliation of cumming without even being touched, at the mere sight of a pretty girl, really got to me. The concept of it now makes me squirt super quickly, and even writing this is pushing my buttons a bit...

So now I'm wondering, what if this actually happened for real? What if I was having coffee or dinner or drinks with a girl who knew this secret about me, and knew that by subtly flaunting her body and giving me gentle cues, could probably make me cum my pants? It's so pathetic but somehow so hot. I'm really curious to know if there's someone out there who could make me do this, and more importantly, someone who would adore that sense of power and get off on being so desired. Like, don't you want to tell your friends you made a guy blow his load just by looking at him the right way? Haha. And of course, this isn't just about my pleasure. I'm a very willing and obedient oral servant, so if you're properly aroused by this whole scenario, you're more than welcome to take me home, inspect my cummy underwear (god so embarassing ;_;) , and make use of me any way you like.

So, if you'd like to test drive this unfortunate new addiction of mine, definitely reach out. I'm all about safe, sane, chill and discreet meetups, so hopefully we can figure something out. If you got this far, I'm stunned and thanks for reading, lmao. Hope to hear from you :)