Life is not like expected. When I was 18 I thought I want to be a man and take care of myself and be free. I started hormone therapy and the boob op, it was a big fight and took a lot. I studied and got a job.
Now I see I only did those because I actually want something else.
The life I want is different. I want to be under control like tpe and live beneath everyone.
I wish I live with a sadistic misogynistic partner who makes me transition back to a woman and take all that from me that I fought for, not accept it.
I feel like I’m supposed to live as what I was born. Not because its what I want but its perfect for me. I want to be a man but kept as less than a woman because I even ruined that with the op and ht. I wish I still had my huge ugly breasts to hurt and humiliated with. I want to be degraded and kept as that.
I feel weird about the idea of becoming pregnant, I’m not sure. But I want to live as property, to be dependent, I want you to use your right to own my body and choose how I live, use me and make it unpleasant but also make me useful to you as a sadist. If you are interested please describe your view and where you would like to take things.
Kinks: humiliation, degradation, pain, body mods, tpe, cnc free use, objectification, bondage…
Limits: scat, gore, in the beginning no public and anonymous
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