Greenwood, Whiteland, Franklin and the surrounding areas only please.

Hello, thank you for taking the time to look my way. I go by the name Mary. I have two other r4r posts up, one first looking for someone to love, the second one looking for friends. I've come up empty in the love department but have made friends along the way. Now I make this post to fill my deepest desire. If you would like to know more about me personality wise, I would suggest taking a quick gander over at my post history, or we can have that conversation one on one.

I have been in the BDSM lifestyle since it was legal for me to be. My entire life, I never quite found anything as pleasing as serving someone. Every time I was approached with a task, I would happily do it, no questions asked, no reward other than praise needed. It made me feel good. It gave me a sense of value. I find without a proper collar, I find little joy in life. Yes, I can get by on a slice of bread and a cup of water a day, but what type of life is that? That is how I feel about submission. What type of life am I to live without the one greatest joy in my life?

I have had three long term, serious Dominants in my submissive career and have been uncollared since mid 2019. I was in a vanilla relationship for a few years, but it ultimately failed because I just... can't not serve. I do not feel like a person without a collar around my neck. So, that's what I'm looking for today.

I call myself a protocol submissive, though there are many more sides to me than that. Following orders and completing tasks are my favorite way to show my service. Nothing beats a head pat and a good girl at the end of a properly completed task! I believe I have a solid foundation of service, but I always look forward to learning how best to serve my Dominant at hand. I love to research different things and never shy away from homework tasks.

My special little blend of sub kink is kitten with little qualities. My face will show you every emotion I feel the moment I feel them, even before I myself recognize that I feel the way I do. When I'm excited, my happy dance is nothing I can hide. When I'm embarrassed, my face is akin to a tomato. When I am sad, my eyes lose their liquid honey swirl. I enjoy mild impact play as well.

The rest we can explore and share together in private. I know the quality of service I can and desire to give, the quality of the Dominant must match my energy. Instant "submit to me" messages will be ignored, likewise messages that only say "hi how r u". Effort begets effort. This is not a game for me. Service is in my very bones and I desire to serve one who recognizes that and actively wants to share it with me. This is not a spice up the bedroom desire. Do not message me with the idea of a quick spicy hookup, you will not get that from me. I am not looking to join a poly situation or a house of submissives.

I am offering myself and my services to one worthy of serving. One who understands the gift being offered. I want the closeness of best friends, the love of twin flames, and the commitment and safety that comes from being under a Dominant. If any of this caught your attention, if you think I might possibly have been made for you, please reach out.

I need you.