Hey there,

I want to cater my life to someone completely. I'd love to just exist to support someone, so they can achieve their fullest. This is my only goal for life; I've tried many things to seek happiness everything from SEA to spending way too much or being with all kinds of people for short terms.

I used to model as a young child, but then moved into fast attention for nudes mostly; at some point I tried prostitution. Even though I crave attention so bad it never seems to be enough and in the end it's just shortlived and not meaningful enough.

I'd like to give an example of what a day in my perfect life could look like, however it is very dependent on what you actually need and what life you want. We could be waking up cuddling in the same bed and I'd wish you a good morning before heading out of the bed to make you breakfast, while you still stay in bed a little. You could eat in bed, while I suck you or prepare other stuff for you[...] After you're done we'd shower together and then head to work. Potentially I may have fewer hours than you and thus arrive home ealier than you; this time I'd use cleaning and preparing lunch for you. I'd be waiting for you at the door - perhaps kneeling or in any other position you like? Evening could be spent out or simply cuddling quiet.

I'd prefer to keep the dynamic online for the first bit and then procede to something irl. I can learn you language or any other stuff you wish in the meantime I'm usually a fast learner.

I won't lie I have a trauma based attraction to older people and definitely am damaged. Someone once told me I should just embrace it instead of fighting it all my life, because I could never win and countless hours of therapy never helped; chances are they may have been right all along and perhaps now I am trying to do that.

Either way if this is a little too much and ur just intersted in seeing fun pics I can also send stuff like that, but don't build up hope for something that won't be achievable.

Nat <3