To any psychological sadist reading this, please come say hi to me :)
Lately, my imagination has been occupied with erotic fantasies of interragation, I'll close my eyes and savor the waves of arousal rushing over me as I picture getting bound, stripped, and psychologically tormented until I reach my breaking point...and beyond. My whole life laid out in front of me, no stone left unturned as every embarassing private detail is in the hands of my tormenter. My mind and emotions getting bent, contorted and manipulated in every which way my tormenter pleases.
I would love nothing more than to make this a reality. I want to be broken. Ruthlessly. Blackmail, digital surveillance, TPE & micromanagement are the primary instruments of torture I want to be subject to, but humiliation & degradation, gaslighting, narcissism, bullying and negging are all part of the toolbox of sadism as well. View me as your human experiment to inflict the most amount of psychological trauma on, be as toxic and horrible as you can muster. Take complete control of my life, my body, my mind and mould it into your fantasy, just like military bootcamp, break me down and build me up; thats where micromanagement comes into play.
Now, in order for this to work as effectively as possible, it would need to be a long-term arrangement. I'm thinking that it should be centered around 1 big session per week, with a little bit of casual chatting each day, just to check in and fan the embers.
Budget: 800$ per month.
Payment method: Throne, Paypal, LF, and revolut.
I'm thinking 150 for the weekly big sessions, around 1 hour or so, and 50 for small talk in-between, 4 times per month. Can be flexible if we get along really well.
In your opening, don't be afraid to show your sadistic side, some bait is too good for the fish to resist getting hooked ;)
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