Hey, This will be a bit of a read, but you're worth it.

TL;DR: I'm a creative, empathic individual with lofty goals for the future, seeking to build a deep emotional connection involving breastfeeding.

About Me:

Physically - I'm 26 6'1, white with an athletic physique and piercing green eyes that have begun to turn blue. I have exceptionally long hair that is simultaneously black, brown, red, and blonde, with sunlight encouraging more red and blonde. My voice is naturally deep in a resonant way that you can feel in your chest. I look remarkably like Viggo Mortensen did in Lord of the Rings if he was a tad bit younger.

Personality - I love to make jokes and laugh. I'm neurodivergent, empathic, and extremely creative. I interpret every aspect of the world around me through sound—tone of voice rather than the words spoken, sound of the music rather than the lyrics within. I like to smile, to view the glass as half full. I'm a very fiery person who's usually in a zen-like state because of my goals in life (more on that later) I love new experiences and rather than planning out my day, I let things come to me and unfold.

Interests - If I write out everything here this post will take forever, I'm shortening this to my chief interests but there are so many more. Martial arts (In order of my Enjoyment Muay Thai>Capoeira>Judo>Jiu Jitsu>TKD) I started the first chance I got at 18 and haven't stopped. Might be taking a pro-fight this year in either Muay Thai or MMA. Healing. I built my entire life around this and got so much joy in accruing new knowledge. Most recently I've been reading some of Dr. Wilhem Reichs works on psychotherapy and a few more obscure characters I won't mention here which brings me to 2 more interests, Reading, and learning new things that are hidden from public view. I love nature, sunlight, cooking from scratch, nature, walking barefoot outside, the forests and mountains I grew up in, sewing, wilderness exploration and so much more.

Daily life - I hold certifications/degrees in psychoanalysis, biomechanics, nutrition, massage, yoga, cranial sacral therapy, hypnotherapy, and more. From an early age, I realized If I wanted to live a normal life, I would have to do so by my means, because the system of modernity was woefully inadequate. Since 16 I've been creating a picture of what perfect health is and how to achieve it. My days start and end with some sort of meditation and a smile. I work, I study, and I practice on myself. I may attend yoga classes or martial arts classes. I cook for myself. I spend time outside.

Who/What I'm looking for:

I want someone who is an optimist, who looks towards the future with a view of what can be. Someone who feels emotions intensely and doesn't shy away from them. Someone who values authenticity, communication, and vulnerability. Someone who also really feels a desire deep in her soul to build a connection. I want someone fun, energetic, humorous, and enjoys adventure, someone who will dive headfirst with me into virtually everything knowing that I'm there for the same thing. Someone who enjoys the sound of silence sees the world as musical. Someone who's excited by the fire this dynamic springs even if it brings butterflies to her stomach. Someone who truly wants to feel what love is. Someone who felt excitement with what she had in common with my post or the heat of longing pulling her closer to me.

Kink:

I see sex as something special, shared between 2 people, something to cultivate higher states of being and deeper connections. I see breastfeeding as part of that. A dance in surrender and sensation. As a woman, you literally can create and nurture life from nothing. Your breasts sit right above your heart and provide a pathway into not just physical pleasure, but emotions and your soul. It's a space of safety, of transformation, a space to discover your real authentic self. The entirety of breastfeeding is wholly selfless, opening the heart, leading to new pathways, discoveries of who you are.

Sexually my desires exist in sensualism and creation. I love the female form, to understand it, to learn to evoke pleasures from it, from the sensations brought by the resonance of my voice in your bones, to my fingers brushing the hair from your eyes, or to cumming deep inside your womb. I love the female figure. I love the feeling of nails against my skin and the way different clothing frames different aesthetics. I've been having these dreams lately where I have a sister. It's hard to put into words. She's the most special thing in the world. Being around her is as natural as breathing and I couldn't fathom life without it. Everything about her makes my heart sing. She part of me and I would do anything for her. We're extensions of each other, almost telepathic. Having her by my side feels perfect because she's an extension of who I am. The word love doesn't do this justice. It may be too much to hope for, but I'd love a dynamic like that.

Breastfeeding and sex aren't inherently connected to me. I don't need both to be happy. I understand some people feel the same way and some don't.

My limits: Anything that's inherently negative/detrimental to either party's well-being. I want to move towards positivity and creation.

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