I don't know wher me to begin or how to begin. I'm looking for a Daddy/Dom, I have been for a really long time. I thought I found the right one about 13 years ago, but no matter how hard W/we tried W/we couldn't make it work, for so many reasons. But that's besides the point. I have never EVER fit in ANYWHERE, I'm not exaggerating. I'm my whole 41 years of life Ive never had friends and only one long lasting relationship. The first half of my life it was due to all the childhood abuse. And that's the thing, at least partially I think...first off I'm an undiagnosed autistic, with ADHD who was abused their whole life so severely now I'm suffering from CPTSD and borderline personality disorder. I am not an independent person by almost any means, I am an artist or trying to be but because I can't support myself in the ways needed to begin my art journey. I need a Daddy/Dom. I want a relationship but I cannot have a normal one. I need someone to take care of me, I need to be able to heal from all my trauma and it's so hard to do when I'm stressing about losing my home cause I can't find a job. I'm not a burden, I just need to know I'm safe and secure and I can trust whoever. I still am with my ex Daddy, He's in place till in find a new one. But He will ALWAYS be in my life in one way. But I need someone to understand that I've been hurt, and people continue to hurt me and I'm so close to having no trust left. I need so many things, I've been needing so many things. I'm not out to use anyone. If we are compatible and I feel comfortable with you and like I can trust you and you take me as your little, I am a great cook and great companion. I love to play all kinds of games, I love to snack and watch horror movies and cartoons. I'm creative in almost everything I do. I love to make art and I began working out cause I want to build big muscles! It takes time to get used to me I guess, but I think I'm worth it.