Hello everyone 👋 let me start by saying that I’m extremely shy so I apologize in advance.

Hmm, okay a little about me.. I’m 30F and I consider myself submissive and a bit bratty :) I’m 5’3, dark hair, brown eyes, I wear glasses and let be extremely honest I’m fat! Like 215lbs I hate how my body looks so yesss I have bad really bad self esteem issues and I consider myself self ugly!! Blame life I guess.. 🤷‍♀️ I love reading, daydreaming, cooking, fishing, beach, sunsets, sunrises, pictures, dogs, cats….. I’m a SAHM and WFH, so I honestly never have any alone time that is why this should and will be strictly online and probably only messages or text.. 🥺

why do I consider myself a sub? Well, when I was with my partner I loved serving him examples! -laundry done -house cleaned -breakfast lunch and dinner done -have his dinner on the dinning table with drink when he came home from work -when he was taking a shower scrub his back -always making sure he was good and didn’t need anything. -when he smoked have his “munchies food” ready Even when it came to having sex I wouldn’t mind not having an orgasm, as long as he had one I was happy. I’m very inexperienced in relationships and sexual relationships as well. :(

What im looking for is someone that is stern with me, helps me achieve goals I have, help me be confident, talk to me, make me laugh, make me cry(idk maybe with a story), make me feel special :) I’m really lonely, so just having someone to talk to is what I’m looking for mostly. I’m also very needy! I love attention especially if you have a way with expressing yourself. :) Even though I might not find that person or I might! but if I really enjoy messaging with you, please be advised, that I will most likely want to message 24/7 sorry ☺️ Big plus !!!Trust and Communication!!!

Kinks: praise, orgasm control, punishment, toys, aftercare, bondage, sexting, dirty talk, scars( I love the idea of having marks on my body) …

Hard no’s: big one **body shaming (I know im ugly please don’t tell me what I already know) Age play Cnc Kids, animals, pee, violence Anything illegal Probably more but all I could think of.

If any of this interests you then send me a message I’m an open book!! Oh…. Almost forgot!! I want to build a connection with someone before anything sexual starts.. I don’t want dick pics, I don’t want messages saying they are horny!!! we will get to that but first is building trust and connection. I’m very protective of my self extremely shy and overthink every single thing so don’t expect sexting right away.. also idk how I feel about sending pics of my self so fast so please bear with me 🥺

With that being said. Message if interested. Be advised that I use a lot of periods, exclamation points, commas and emojis. 😉

Sorry for long post! :)