This is a long read, but I am verbose by nature. First and foremost, I am not looking for a quickie, I am trying to find a long-term partner, or better yet, my forever sub. I ask that you be single, monogamous, and child-free as well, as I am all of those.

Per the title, searching for my alt babygirl and doll to mold to my needs and to attend to my whims.  I am seeking someone who wishes to exist and thrive in a nurturing environment, to have someone help push them to discover more about themselves in and out of kink, and to help them become the best version of themselves. Someone I can care for and praise, but who isn't afraid of light degradation. Someone who enjoys rules, tasks, punishments, and "funishments". Someone who likes to tease and be bratty, but genuinely craves submission and serving their dom and partner.

I also would want a partner who is comfortable with letting me have control in their life. To let me dress them and play with them however I wish.  A sweet soul who enjoys pain and letting me mix pleasure and pain. Someone who's okay with some degradation.

For some main kinks of mine to check compatibility: anal, breath play, pet play, master/slave dynamics, DDLG.  Impact play, sensory play, orgasm control.  Primal play, CNC, free use.  Breeding (the act,  not the pregnancy).  Bondage/shibari.  Also darker/more extreme kinks that can be discussed.

Hard limits: scat, firearms, children, animals, hard drugs, permanent harm (receiving/inflicting).

I am also looking for someone who outside of kink, is willing to sustain friendship and companionship.  Maybe more if it comes to that, but that's beyond the scope of what I'm currently seeking \*right now\*.

I am US based, westish coast, but open to those beyond US borders, though with the understanding that it will be difficult, and would still like the time difference to be manageable (or if you're a nocturnal European, for example). I am looking for someone who is comfortable with the idea of eventually moving to in person, and likely relocation as well.

I am not skinny, nor particularly tall, but I'm working on it.  I'm 5'8", half Korean, and very much bearish in physicality.  I lift heavy and am strong, but have a more dad bod/power lifter physique. I just enjoy food more than I like having a six pack haha, but I understand that that's not for everyone.  Further, I have dark brown curly hair, grey blue eyes, a full beard, and have been told I have a lovely voice.  Happy to provide pics and a voice note on request.

I enjoy time with my partner, whether that be gaming together, or even parallel play. I enjoy being on the phone, sending voice notes, and want someone I can communicate daily with. I also ask that you communicate openly and honestly, about what you like and don't like, especially if it's something I've done or said. I understand life gets busy, I just ask that you keep me in the loop.

As I have mentioned, I am looking for someone who tends to fit the more goth/alt aesthetic, it's my preference.  As unfair as it might sound, being a bigger guy, I tend to prefer slimmer women.  But that doesn't mean I don't like thick or curvy women either.  Just a preference.  Height doesn't matter to me, and I would prefer someone younger than me, at least 21 if possible. 

To summarize, I am looking for someone who is alt/goth, and wants to be my babygirl, my best friend, and who desires companionship and friendship outside of the kink. Someone who wants to be taken care of and nurtured, but also used like a sexdoll. I hope to hear from you lovely people if this interests you or if you feel you fit the description. Even if you don't, but feel it would be worth our time to still talk and see what happens, please reach out.