Hello and thank you for reading. First thing's first--yes this is my kinky online roleplay account, hence the username. I don't have a separate account for actual meetups because I've never done them before, but I am looking for an actual meetup, not an online roleplay.

Second: yes this would be one time only, and I'm not flexible on that, because what I'm asking for is something that would be pretty physically damaging to do regularly--so it'll be at most an annual treat for myself that will take me a while to recover from.

About me: I am 33 years old, I live in noho (and can travel or host) I am 5'4" and a healthy weight (will share pics eventually.once we are comfortable, but given the nature of what I'm asking for--please don't expect me to send face pics within a few messages. I'm not about to give someone blackmail materials). I have brown hair and brown eyes, I'm not bad looking but I'm not a model. I am disease free with recent paperwork, do not do drugs, and am generally a sane, normal person.

About you: a cismale, any ethnicity, between the ages of 20 and 50. No diseases or drugs, and also sane and normal.

What I'm looking for: my birthday is coming up (January 16th!) and I would love to experience a kink I've had for a while but haven't followed through on to the full extent I'd like. It's a combination of pain / CNC, but what it really boils down to is I just want a guy to hurt my pussy. I want to experience a rough, no lube, unprepared fucking that tears me up and takes days to heal, at the hands of a guy who will laugh at my pain and go as hard as he possibly can to maximize the hurt. I also would like to experience clit/labia pain--slapping, punching, tugging/twisting, impact play, etc.

We can discuss more what this looks like, if it sounds like it might be your thing. This probably isn't a good fit for you if it would be your first time doing something like this--I'm not really interested in having to coach someone through it on my birthday. I'm hoping this can be a mutually pleasurable experience and we can both go our separate ways after. Also, I understand you may have other kinks--I apologize but I'm not really looking to explore anything else in this session. If you need to fulfill other kinks to be satisfied with the experience, it isn't a match unfortunately.

Thanks again for reading, and apologies if I sound blunt --it's not my intention but I don't want to waste anyone's time (yours or mine). Reach out if you're interested though!