I’m done trying to package this up delicately and politically correctly. I’m just going to say it like it is.
I’m worthless trash. I’m single and have been virtually my whole life, with a few short exceptions. I find myself physically repulsive and I’m sure everyone else does too. My mental health is catastrophic and has been virtually my whole life, and this isn’t about to change.
I could keep lying to myself and saying I’m going to try turn it around. But I’m 35. I’m not getting any younger. I lost this battle. My life will never be what I hoped it would be. I still don’t want to be alone. I still crave attention from women I adore and look up to, even though I know they’ll never feel the same way about me. So why not make it official? Why not be useful to you the best way I can?
Tread all over me. Be unreasonable. Be demeaning. Be humiliating. Be abusive. And watch as I respond with nothing but sheer gratitude and desperation for more.
I would match best with a sadistic woman who cares less about appearances and more about the depth of pain she can inflict. I guarantee I will feel everything you say and do to me deeply. You’ll be able to dig your claws in and enjoy it, and I’ll never fight you.
If that sounds interesting to you, I’d love to talk.
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