As a quick preface, I’m looking for a one time hookup- tomorrow (Friday)!

Me: 5'4, White, 120lbs

Limits: Bodily Fluids, Anal, Permanent Injury/Marks, breath play

You: Fairly large size difference to me (I love short guys normally, but part of this fantasy is a power imbalance so I’m looking for people over 5 ‘10) can host, under 36. Experienced in kink

Additional info: Condoms must be worn, I am not comfortable sharing face pics so would want to meet in public before any scene to confirm identities. Would want to set up safe words & non verbal gestures to ensure we are both comfortable before jumping into anything. Also, I am very inexperienced when it comes to sex -- not a virgin but about as close as you can get without being one (all to say I may bleed a little upon penetration) so if this is a deal breaker please don't reach out.

What I'm looking for: Date gone wrong situation where there is a struggle (not looking for something that focuses only on emotional manipulation). Would love bondage to be incorporated and some impact play as well.

I'm thinking it can play out like us meeting at a bar or coffee shop. We click but realize the place we picked closes 30 mins after we arrive. You invite me back to your place where you tell me to grab a seat on the couch as you get me a glass of water. Once you come back you take a seat right next to me and hand me the cup. You then place your hand on my thigh.

It's low down enough that it's not something I can call out, but I still tense. We continue talking and I almost forget about it until your hand moves closer to the end of my skirt, thumb brushing my upper thigh, toying between over the clothing and underneath.

I tell you that I'm not comfortable and you remove your hand and apologize, only for it to return a few minutes later. This time I try to get up, saying I have to leave. You grab a wrist and pin me down on the couch and you taking what you want.

Maybe you use a tie to keep my hands together. Maybe restraints are used to keep my legs still. Regardless, I’d like to be able to struggle against you as we do this scene.

If this sounds interesting, please send me a message with a description of what you look like (age, height, weight, etc). So I know you’ve read this, please also mention a bar that we could meet at & what part of portland you’re in.

Also, while power imbalance is something into in the bedroom, it’s not my entire identity, so I would appreciate respectful messages!