Hi! I'm looking for a deep, genuine, life-altering connection with a gentle but strict dom. My dream is to be owned as a property by a strong possessive male partner. I’m looking for someone who is very controlling, protective and a big provider.

Because of my life circumstances, I'm in a need of a place to stay next month/very soon.

Deal breakers

I’m antivaxx and only into someone who is not c-vaxxed I don't drink, smoke or use drugs and i prefer someone who is mostly sober I don't want kids

About me:

Physical: 161 cm, skinny, very small delicate bone structure. Personality: highly sensitive, emotional, and introverted. An alien lifeform compared to normal humans. My favorite things: nature, music, singing, mysteries, taboos, NDEs, spirituality.

Kink friendly, taboo friendly, unconditionally accepting. You can easily talk about any topics with me as no topics are taboo for me. 💕

I'm also extremely shy and quiet person and i don't do small talk at all. I’m super awkward socially, but i'm a good and empathetic listener.

I'm anti-authoritarian outside bdsm and not interested in someone who supports “the system” or the governments.

My body and my soul are both broken. Initially I was very cute, but then I became more ugly due to all the stress and harshness i have been through in life.

I'm not into vanilla relationships or normal life, I only feel happy in life when I’m being heavily dominated by a man. It's not just a kink for me, it's the only thing that makes me feel like I’m real and exist. It's like an obsession for me and an existential need. I have always wanted to be in a BDSM dynamic, but I was too shy to pursue it earlier.

I have a physical disability, ME/CFS, chronic fatigue syndrome. I’m not able to walk very long distances and I often need to rest/sleep. My brain also gets easily tired from thinking, so I dislike complex intellectual conversations. I’m unable to work because of my sickness.

However, my disability money was discontinued this month, because the government says that I should be able to work and provide for myself, despite my disability. The only work I would be capable of doing is sex work, but I’m not comfortable doing that.

I really need to find another way to live on Earth.

I’m hoping to find a deep, authentic, genuine relationship. I'm looking for a partner who can make my life very simple, secure, and mindless & bring structure and routine to my life. Someone who I can count on to support me in both emotional and physical ways.

I can be extremely submissive in a relationship, but only when my emotional, physical and safety needs are being met.

I'm also inexperienced, I need a lot of guidance from a partner. I would like it to start gently and i would like there to be more and more control over time.

My ideal situation would be gently forced freeuse 24/7.

I would love to be brainwashed into thinking that it's my true purpose in life to submit to a dominant man.

I’m hoping to find someone who will allow me to be broken, vulnerable and fragile without trying to fix the pain in my soul. Someone who is there for me to hold me, support me, comfort me and touch me when I feel very vulnerable.

I just wish a man would tell me that my emotions and pain are not too much for him to see and be genuinely interested in listening about my emotions.

I'm unable to feel like myself again and become healthy again if a man doesn't help me submit and let go of control. It's the only way for me to heal.

I crave to feel helpless, like I'm in safe arms and like my life is in your hands.

Some of my kinks: control, DD/lg, gentle CNC, possessiveness, being massaged, being groped, being objectified, discipline, petplay, restraints, psychological domination, petplay, brainwash, praise, sleep sex, aftercare

Safewords and aftercare are musts.

Hard limits: pregnancy, permanent damage, hormonal birth control, drugs, filming, anything public, face slapping, choking, blood