This is a long read, but I am verbose by nature.

Per the title, searching for my alt doll to mold to my needs and to attend to my whims. I am looking for someone who ultimately desires within kink to be a living, breathing sexdoll happy to fulfill my every need and whim. To let me dress them and use them and control them however I wish. Someone who enjoys pain and letting me mix pleasure and pain.

For some main kinks of mine to check compatibility: anal, breath play, pet play, master/slave dynamics. Impact play, sensory play, orgasm control. Primal play, CNC, free use. Breeding (the act, not the pregnancy). Bondage/shibari. Also darker/more extreme kinks that can be discussed.

Hard limits: scat, firearms, children, animals, hard drugs, permanent harm (receiving/inflicting).

I am also looking for someone who outside of kink, is willing to sustain friendship and companionship. Maybe more if it comes to that, but that's beyond the scope of what I'm currently seeking *right now*.

I am US based, westish coast, but open to those beyond the US borders, though with the understanding that it will be difficult. I am looking for someone who is comfortable with the idea of eventually moving to in person, and likely relocation as well.

I am not skinny, nor particularly tall, but I'm working on it. I'm 5'8", half Korean, and very much bearish in physicality. I lift heavy and am strong, but have a more dad bod/power lifter physique. I understand that that's not for everyone. Further, I have dark brown curly hair, Grey blue eyes, a full beard, and have been told I have a lovely voice. Happy to provide pics and a voice note on request.

As I have mentioned, I am looking for someone who tends to fit the more goth/alt aesthetic, it's my preference. As unfair as it might sound, being a bigger guy, I tend to prefer slimmer women. But that doesn't mean I don't like thick or curvy women either. Just a preference. Height doesn't matter to me, and I would prefer someone younger than me, at least 21 if possible.

I ask that you are someone who is open to communicating regularly, and communicates openly and honestly. I'm not saying I need you constantly on your phone, I understand life gets busy. I get busy too. But I would like to try to achieve daily communication. I ask that you be single, monogamous, and child-free as well, as I am all of those.

To summarize, I am looking for someone who is alt/goth, and interested in being a living sex toy for my enjoyment and entertainment, but also companionship and friendship outside of the kink. I hope to hear from you lovely people if this interests you or if you feel you fit the description.