Do you desire a forever companion to start your new year with too? Let's see if we match:

I'm looking for a long term relationship first and foremost. Ideally something deep, romantic and sensual. If you ever wanted to be someone main person but without all the brutality, just pleasing them, being their good girl, maybe wearing a cute collar, maybe have rougher play from time to time but mainly just being good for someone and them being good for you, feeling safe, secured, owned and loved, we're on the same wavelength:)

Personality wise I'm analytical, calm, grounded, and stable as a rock. Definitely not impulsive or a risk taker. I'd actually love someone more girly/sensitive/anxious/clingy or dreamy/idealistic/colourful as I'd feel we'd balance each other out in a way. Honesty, transparency and vulnerability are pillars of trust and relationships for me and why I'm drawn to such dynamics in the first place. The idea of me and someone giving and signing off our hearts away to each other, our lives intertwined with little to no walls is very compelling.

Not that interested in feeling superior or having power for power's sake, moreso what can be done with it and what value that brings for both of us. I'm strong enough to be gentle. Having well defined roles is nice as well as having something real rather than purely imagined. The clarity, knowing where we stand, the responsibility and also the fact that "we worked for that" kind of trust appeals to me when it comes to service & ownership, TPE and things like that. I'd want someone to want to submit to me because that's what they like/want/need and I'd only force that into someone if they wanted me to as well. Not really looking for something one sided or limited to simple wish fulfilment or instant gratification.

See, my main interpersonal fears have always been to do with uncertainty. I'd rather someone spams me 100 times a day (that just makes me feel wanted and loved) than ghost/block me and blocks me, leaving me guessing and so I'd like to be with someone that values including and being included. Fill me in on what you're thinking/feeling or allow me to get into your mind to pry it out of you and I'm as secure and confident a guy can be. If you tend to cope by distancing yourself I'd struggle. Having a conversation is important to me to feel and remain close to someone.

Other thing, I'm very much a homebody without a social life. Moved to a foreign country at 10, still a virgin, first computers were my best friend, now I work with them. If you don't find me geeking out about tech/gaming (lately VR and simracing)/3d printers/anime&jfashion (if youre a cosplayer or like lolita fashion i'll melt on the spot) you'll also find me cooking, cycling, on walks or just trying to make yet another new sugar-free soda from scratch in my flavour lab taste decent.

Well if you're still reading and don't feel completely pushed away or rejected, we might be very compatible:) So what are you waiting for, send a chat I want to get to know you too!