You are a shy, and insecure good girl. You struggle with decision-making, self concious of your own body and desires. You long for someone who will dominate and control you, someone to worship and adore. You crave a figure to serve, to obsess over.

You see yourself as inferior, unworthy, and neglected. Pain, abuse and degradation seem like the only kind of love you deserve. You'll do anything for even the slightest bit of attention.

And I am here to give it to you.

Physically, I stand out as tall with broad shoulders and a strong, natural build. I have brown eyes, short brown hair, and a neatly trimmed beard. People often describe me as quite attractive, but I’m happy to provide photos to verify these features.

I tend to be a bit of a loner with an introverted personality. Though I may appear serious at first, I’m also sociable. I would describe myself as charming, witty, and naturally funny. I’ve always been a great listener and excel at reading people.

I am married to my submissive. We have an open arrangement regarding kink and bdsm. And the type of person I am interested in is a beta girl with an interest in cuckqueaning.

I’ve been part of the lifestyle for over a decade. While I wouldn’t consider myself an expert, I am pretty good at what I do. Balancing patience, care and gentleness with the capacity for roughness, violence and cruelty, aspects inherent to my nature. I am contradictory, and the same way I take care of whats mine, I like to hurt it and tear it appart.

What I truly seek is a genuine person, someone with a kind heart such as mine, but also a dark, perverted side. All the big words, TPE, 24/7, deshumanization, degradation. It will come. But trust me, first we have to connect. There's no need to rush. We have time, and there's no hurry. Let's take it slow and savor the process of discovering each other. I want to understand you, to learn what makes your mind tick, and crawl inside your little head. Praise you, hurt you, play with your dreams, insecurities and traumas.

So tell me a little about you. Pick my interests and let's verify. I look forward to hearing from you.