hello everyone <3 I'm kay, and I'm looking for a little sub (F, preferably around my age (18-24)) that I can mold to my liking!

here's a bit about me before I delve into kinks: I'm currently a college student in california, and I'm studying math! honestly it's not what I had in mind when I applied, I wanted to do biology, but I fell in love with my calculus classes and here we are :) outside of that, I'm deeply interested in learning how the world works and I know a bunch of random stuff, I can talk your ear off about certain subjects. I also love writing and reading, particularly fiction, and my music listening habits have gotten quite absurd. based on my spotify wrapped, I've spent 12% of this year listening to music. in terms of my physical appearance, I'm very short (5'0), have brown hair, very blue eyes (I've been told borderline gray), have several piercings, and I'm overweight but working on it!

let's get into kink. I'm looking for someone who I can feel I'm corrupting or full on molding to my whims and desires. someone who just feels innocent, who I can feel that thrill when I slowly break them. particularly, I'm really into orgasm denial, and especially of the long term variety. if you're curious about that, especially when it comes to the mental effects and how I can manipulate them for my benefit, I'd love to talk to you. additionally, I'm very much into mdlg/ageplay. I love the caretaker aspect, although I don't enjoy it traditionally, per se. it's more about the appearance of caretaking, justifying everything I do with "it's what you need" or "it's what's best for you", etc. I'm also quite sweet and soft in terms of how I communicate, even as every implication is condescending, full of fake sympathy, and by and large cruel. I want to turn you into my little baby that doesn't know up from down, unless I tell you the right way, of course.

that's the vibe I'm going for, mainly, and in terms of what I want from a sub? I want a sub where, reading that, you felt something— you want that, even if you're not necessarily super experienced or understand it all. I want someone who's communicative, as these kinks can be heavy and require someone who can tell me what they need. I want someone who just is cute, and makes me have unbridled cuteness aggression. I'm not a fan of brats, so please don't be one. and above all, be engaging to talk to. I understand it's hard to get your feelings and sensations across in a text medium but please show me how I affect you.

here is my general list of kinks: orgasm denial, ruined orgasms, chastity, wetness, ageplay, mdlg, forced infantilization, babying, fake pity/sympathy, humiliation, brainwashing, intelligence loss, gaslighting, language control, spanking, crying, CNC, petnames, medical play, and bondage.

here are my limits: findom/sugaring, blood, toilet play of any kind, vomit, feet, and excessive bratty behavior.

if you're interested, send me a message that is clearly not copy and pasted (in fact, tell me about any stuffed animals you have, if you want to be taken seriously! shows you read this far) and detailed. I will only accept women subs, as I am a lesbian. explain to me why you think we'd make a good fit, and I'll take it from there :)

eager to talk to you <3