Hello :)

I am a dude who's lonely ngl, but I am seeking someone I have chemistry with. I am open to a lot of different types of intimacy although I am hoping to find a girlfriend that can "be mommy" from time to time. I have a "daddy" side as well, but I prefer being the one who gets what he wants and the one who gets pampered. I kind of have been thinking I have memories of wanting a monogamous relationship, and yet it has been increasingly more difficult for me to think I still want that. An open relationship/live-in polyamorous relationship(s) have been feeling appealing to me, yet in a weird way I still want a sidekick or cheerleader through it all. It's not a limit, but I would feel happier and more appreciated if the multi-partner thing was one-sided if we end up being primary partners. A ride-or-die or unconditional lover I guess is what I am looking for. Anyways, that's the relationship structure I think I am seeking.

I am a goonery guy, and I have been spending a lot of time indoors watching youtube and coomin' to weird stuff which is a special interest, which by the way, am autistic so yay. I like ghostemane kind of music as a genre although I don't listen to him in particular very much. And then because of college I haven't had the motivation to play video games much, but I like balatro. Another special interest of mine is personal finance, and I want to start a business. You know I think I'm very selfish, and I don't see anything wrong with that. Although, I am seeking someone who is okay with that obviously but also I just wanna be a cool guy to you still and nice and kind and stuffs if I'm intimate with you.

I am 220lbs and losing weight, 5'9", long wavy brown hair (please run your fingers through it, with explicit consent), small beard and mustache, white with dark blue eyes, glasses, 3" uncut, caked booty, and hairy.

This might be a bit dry, I think I was feeling depresso expresso so my apologies. I love apologizing btw lol.

I am bi with a preference for women especially romantically, and my type in men is much older men - larger, hairy, bald, your stepdad. I am not wild about d/s in particular, but I do switch yet I really prefer bottoming.

Then, just so you know we will probably fall flat if you don't want to voice call on uh a certain thing when you dm me.

I am a clingy lover although sometimes I get busy of course, like a lot tbh. One thing I want to do is watch horror movies and anime because I haven't seen much, and I have been holding off on doing it for intimacy moments. I get obsessive about some things in particular like knowing what my partner is thinking 24/7, being thought about too, and then acts of service are my love language so they really get me going.

Also, I get attached quickly sometimes, but also unrelated note or maybe not idk but I am in therapy. And then random fact but I am a blushy, giggly, nervous wreck.

I am picky when it comes to choosing a primary partner although these aren't necessarily deal-breakers. Recently, I have been preferring someone most importantly with fat under eyebags aka an aegyo-sal look kinda, and then a kinda pointed or strong chin I really love, someone below average weight so skinny (if not that, then I love chubby, average, and athletic women too) but also tall for a woman, and then I love women often times who are multiracial with a part of that being asian (blasian, wasian, or lasian as far as I know!) in particular or instead of multiracial asian I usually prefer asian, native, or white ancestry. I also prefer women who are like 18-29 although above that is perfectly lovely.

Would love to talk, baiiiiii :3