The Basics of Myself

Age: 28

Ethnicity: Predominantly Italian, Irish, Scottish, and Miq'Maw

Height: 171cm (5" 7)

Weight: 66 Kg (145 lb)

IQ: 172

Myers Briggs: INTJ

Religion: Aithiest

Politics: Anarcho-Syndicalism (alt- left)

Physique: Straight, controlled posture. Toned with Abs.

Appearance: Short dark hair, often a beard, recently shaved. Hairy body, always shaped and groomed. Both ears pierced. Black ear cuff with chain to polar star left, pendulum right. I often dress in dark colored or black button up shirts with vests. I always wear a Irish cap matching my vest and oft carry a custom made bronze walking stick with the skull of a raven. I believe that aesthetic portrays much about me.

For those who care, my penis is often considered quite large. It will likely fit both your hands, one of mine and your mouth.

Preamble

This is surely to be the longest post you will have ever read. I am, however, a writer and so, hopefully, you are a reader. To save most of you your time, dear reader, I am exclusively dominate. Preferably a soft dom, but can be strict and ruthless if desired. You can expect us to write contracts of agreement to settle how we are to behave in our roles when the time comes. I am in fact, literally a captain and sailor that is in actuality hoping to find a partner who will in time, join me at sea. For those of you who are intrigued by that, well, I am an opportunity like no other. For those who are not, I hope you find what you are looking for.

An Introduction of Myself

Though I am presently a Sailor and the Captain of my own ship, I have ever been so much more than that. To illustrate this, I will give you a brief summary of myself. I was born and raised poor in a violent and tumultuous city where I was forced to conform to crime in order to survive. By the time I was in high school, I was not only the manager of a grocery store, but I was also a very successful as well as feared drug dealer and thief. I went to college using my financial success to study business. Tired of my past following me, I joined the infantry to use the skills I had learned as a criminal to better society. In a way, I both succeeded and failed, as I had stopped what could have been a very long war, but also served the Oligarchical Capitalist Empire in securing foreign assets. I became a combat veteran with significantly more confirmed kills than the average with more war stories than I care to share here. While overseas for the second time, I taught myself philosophy and psychology. Upon returning, I was selected for a special branch of the military which shall not here be named, but failed the evaluation as I was rather depressed with what I had done, leading to problems with authority. I was subsequently medically released from service when I then out of sheer curiosity, applied to university to study psychology. I was offered a full scholarship, with an option of skipping a B.A to go straight to a Masters based on a paper that I wrote for the university in my application which in turn for my efforts had wanted me to conduct a study to prove my hypothesis in practice rather than theory. By this point, I had already published four books and was quite successful with the stock market. So, I chose to turn the offer down. This was due tomy understand that there is no need to further my education traditionally if I need not work for someone else. I then bought my first house in cash, where, for the first time in my life, I had a home. I then went to therapy for a few years when, in the house across from me after returning from a backpacking trip, I then met my now ex partner, who like me, just wanted to relax and live at sea in peace. So, we moved to BC, where I bought my beloved ship and rebuilt it myself. We sailed around all of BC and to the open sea for a couple of years. My ex left after us being together for four years as she no longer wanted to deal with the stressors of sailing and felt that it would be easier for her to strive towards her dream of becoming a designer if she were to return to working costume production in the film industry. I supported her in her decision. I have since been alone, striving to live in peace as I write my poetry, political propaganda, and philosophy specializing in metaphysics amongst ethics. I also, fortunately, have a passive income from a deal which I made with the DND as well as my investments. So, if I were to desire, I could at any time retire. I have already, in my short life, done nearly everything that can be done. I have climbed mountains and looked down on fireworks. I have run through deserts, jungles, and tundras, swam through swamps with snakes and seas with sharks and whales. I have slept under the Aurora borealis. I have jumped out of airplanes, hung upside down, reppeling out of helicopters and saw cities rise only to be turned to rubble. I have sailed through 14m swells, 10m squalls, whirlpools, and 62 knots of wind. I have done all of this and more; yet it is all nothing if I don't have anyone to share it with, and so that is why I am here. To find a partner who in each other, we shall find all of life's pleasures and peace. If this all seems too much to be true, I promise you that with one gaze into my eyes and you will see that I've experienced far too much. One observation of my movements and you will see that I am equally capable of surviving such.

My Personality

Many describe my presence as dark and soothing. I am always calm and controlled. Never will I raise my voice in anger (unless scaring off a bear or cougar). I consider a lack of emotional regulation primitive. If I express emotion, it is often positive and always for the sake of those around me - save for when I am consumed by adrenaline. Nothing these days makes me smile quite like sailing through a storm. That... and my dog being a goofball. To the first point, however, there is nothing in my life that I don't control, and that includes the people around me, hence the controlled emotional expression. Yet, I will never get anyone to do anything that is not for the benefit of their own well-being. I will listen, understand, and support to the utmost of my ability, sacrificing myself to achieve so. I will always want to know your interests, what you desire, or dream of, and I will take great pleasure in making it so. I am dependable, reliable, and loyal to a fault. Quite confident and far too smart for my own good. Though I appear stoic, I am incredibly loving and highly affectionate. I express love through body language. Touch, acts of service, and quality time are my love languages. I will be grabbing you, holding you to me, washing and massaging you, taking you for myself as my own as I care for your every need and desire. I will read to you, write poems of you, and hold you above the world as if you were a goddess, serving you with my utmost capacity. I will expect the same in return with no exception. Know, however, that I am not a switch. There will never be a time that you may dominate or even attempt to control me. Beyond that, ask, and you shall receive. Now for my cons as sadly, I am not perfect. I am anhedonic and dysthymic. It is very hard for me to consciously feel my own emotions, especially positive ones. I am, however, highly empathetic, and so, I will be relying on your feelings as if they were my own. This is also the reason why I take such pleasure in making the dreams of others come true. I can not feel that sense of achievement. I am foolishly kind, and I will always help those in need if capable. Whether an addict on the street is overdosing, someone is being assaulted, a fellow sailor's engine broke down or anything in the like- I'm there. It can be quite the inconvenience. Finally, there is the dangerous trait of mine. Though I am understanding and will always strive towards conforming to ethical behavior, I will never accept malicious behavior. If someone does something accidentally and it so happens to hurt me or a loved one, that is fine. We will deal with it, but, if there is no care for the consequences, if someone causes needless harm either through intention or arrogance, then you will see me as the most vindictive and sadistic person you have ever met. They will suffer and I will take great pleasure in it. Truth be told, though, above all, I have lived an utterly insane life and somehow managed to remain sane. Just the other day in a mall latrine, a man tried sexually assaulting me and would not back off until I cracked his skull open on a urinal. I don't even know which was more appalling, his behavior or the visage of him afterward. Unfortunately for me, encounters with horrible people in horrible circumstances, is a frequent occurrence. By this point, I am tired, and I just want some respite. If you desire someone to become a millionaire and give you the world, that isn't me right now. I already did that. It's time-consuming, unethical, and boring. Surely, I could be convinced to do it again, but I sincerely doubt it's likely I'll ever care to. Right now, I want to sail and relax. So, come with me.

What I'm Searching for in a Partner

I like people who are different from the norm or dream to be. I understand the complexities of life and will perceive the influential factors for why you are where you are in your life if it isn't where you want to be. Just tell me your dream of who you wish to be, and if I deem that acceptable, that'll be enough. It is truly the potential of a person that I oft desire even more than who they are in any given moment, but that does not by any means mean that I will settle for anyone. I still have standards. You may already be knowledgeable, or you may be young and learning, but you must be curious and eager to learn. Further, I also understand and appreciate the self-serving behaviors I see in others and its purpose, but I would never want a partner who is willing to sacrifice others for themselves. I want a partner who is above that. So, you must be kind, caring, and compassionate. You need not be as calm and collected as me, but I will not even feign interest in a partner who can not manage to communicate openly in times of difficulty whether in life, work, the sea or our relationship. I promise you, nothing will be resolved or made better unless it is forced to be so. Communicate with me, and we will make it so. If for whatever reason we can not, I will guide you through it. I do not wish for a mindless drone. I want a partner who is capable of deep thought, conversation and knows they are entitled to their own opinion. Though, I may try to change that opinion, perhaps you will change mine. I desire someone who is their own person before becoming mine, know who you are and who you wish to be. To reiterate, though I yearn for unyielding servitude, I do desire a partner capable of thinking for their self when I am not around. As such, I also desire those who care for theirself and are healthy. You need not be a gym bro, but must take care of yourself. I adore seeing determination as one strives to achieve something, and there is nothing that gets me more roused than resilience in the face of hardship and the willingness to persevere with me through everything. Reliability and dependability is a must. If you were to live my life, you would understand why. Above all, as is clear, I am dead inside. I wish for a love which will bring me back to life.

Living at Sea

Let's start with the ship. She's a 16m (54 ft.) Ketch, meaning that it has two masts, with the smaller, known as a mizzen, aft the rudder. It's 5m wide (16 ft), 36,000 kg (80,000 lbs), is designed for ocean crossings and storm sailing. She has two bedrooms, an aft and fore cabin. The aft cabin is my bedroom and is designed to look like a forest. The fore cabin was my ex partners design studio which I now use for part storage and boat projects. Feel free to claim it if need be. It's quite a beautiful room. We could also repurpose it for scenes. I care not. The ship has a lounging area with diesel stove heating (saloon) as well as a kitchen (galley) and dining area, all of which is open concept and designed to look like a witchy night sky. There's two bathrooms which on a ship are called a head (the old sailors kept each other quite comfortable in those), each is next to either cabin. The ship is always clean and organized, I will not accept it being any other way other than during a large maintenance task or renovation. I do presently wish to renovate the ship further to make it look more gothic and change the running rigging as well as sail plan... again. I also intend to install a new desalinator, add a new solar array and perhaps a washer/dryer. So, I likely won't be sailing to another country for a while. Finally, she has all of the amenities you could desire, from an endless water supply to satellite internet. Before I tell you of the wonders of living on a ship, I must warn you that though rewarding, it is a very, very hard life. Firstly, I am the only person I know who does not get sea sick, it usually takes a minimum of two weeks in the open sea to get over sea sickness- though there are medications for this. Next, know that you not only have to constantly deal with the environmental stressors of things like isolation or the weather, but the ship will always need constant work and tending to. Just like in a healthy relationship, if you serve the ship, the ship serves you. If per say something happens to the generator, then I have to be repair it or we have no power (unless there's perfect weather). Something happens to the mast, I climb it or we can't sail. If there's a leak, I fix it or we get mold and wood rot. The boat must always be cleaned as, with it being in a moist environment, mold is always a threat and trust me, you don't want it. The worst thing for most are winters and storm seasons, if you are unfortunate to be stuck in one as I am now, they are miserable. There isn't much to do but bunker down until the weather is better. It's best to escape them. Best of all, if the ship's needs are left unchecked, unmanaged or if you're reckless, unlike in a healthy relationship- anything can kill you, and for whatever reason, I like that. It keeps me busy. Know that I am not a fool. I have every safety measure available and am trained in combat first aid. I will teach you everything which you need to know to be safe. Now, the wonders of living at sea are endless. You are truly free. You can go anywhere and do anything (as long as the winds are in your favor). Chances are, while you're doing it, no one else is there and if they are, they're sailors like you and we all help and respect each other. You can see endless sights of beauty. Humpback whales surrounding you in bioluminescence, Orcas asking you for fish, Dolphins at the bow, untouched islands to explore, pristine beaches and the perfect trees to tie a hammock to. Best of all is the sailing. To me, at least, nothing compares to the tranquility of the sea. Better still is to sail it in silence, to feel or hear the wind and the waves. To witness all of its beauty. Truly, for as frequently as I use words in my work, I find I never have any to describe the feeling of being out at sea beyond euphoria and tranquility. With you there though of course, I suppose I may add ecstasy. The crazy aspect however, is that though it is different and extreme you get to do the things you would in a normal life while experiencing it. Your home comes with you everywhere. I still write, my ex partner had designed and produced custom clothing. I watch movies, read and listen to audio books endlessly while underway for long journeys. If on the right course, the autopilot tends to everything unless there is a wind shift or obstacle. I do yoga surrounded by beautiful views and exercise using the ship. Though you don't get to experience a city's amenities such as theatre, restaurants, spas or even grocery stores, when need be, you simply sail to one. So, whenever we desire, we will.

Your Role at Sea

Whether trained or untrained as a Sailor, I couldn't care less. I'll gladly show you the ropes. I'll teach you everything you wish to learn and everything you need to in your role. At the very least, I'll need you to learn the basics of sailing so that I may rely upon you to keep watch so that I may take naps on long journeys. Beyond that it's just basic chores like cleaning and cooking. I will want to cook for you when at anchor, but I'm sure you'll rather me at the helm while underway. You'll have your jobs and I'll have mine. Unless you want to learn how to do electrical, plumbing, mechanical, carpentry and rigging work, you can leave that all to me. If you do want to learn, again, I'll be happy to teach you. If not, your presence will be enough. The most important thing is that you recognize that when sailing, I am the Captain. What I say is so, I'll always listen to you, but hesitate, doubt, or deny me in a storm and we may die. So, if you are to do so, have a better idea than me.

My Scally-Wag

I have a dog. I consider the ownership of pets to be unethical, however, in a long story made short, she is a rescue given to me to take care of. Her name is Hel (Hel-leh). She is an incredible goofy dog that seldom misbehaves (though she's too friendly at times) and is well trained enough to walk in public without a leash. Her appearance perfectly depicts her personality, one ear up, one down with mismatched socks. She is the perfect scallywag, trained to bark at any one who approaches the ship (though kisses them if they touch it). She suitably loves swimming, diving and the sea. She isn't fond of storm sailing, but is easily comforted with a ball.

The Kink

This is likely the reason why you're here. I am a soft dom rather fond of D/s, Ownership, M/s, and Freeuse. I prefer being a gentle dom, I don't like undermining, belittling or mistreating my partner, but if that's what your into, and it provides value to your life, I'll participate. If you enjoy it, I certainly will too. You will be praised and punished accordingly. We can communicate over how that will manifest dependent upon your fantasies and desires. You must have not just the willingness, but the desire to serve me freely as I shall you, albeit in different ways. You will be mine to do with as I please and you will worship my body as I shall yours. If I want to grab you and have my way with you, I shall. In the same light, if you want me to take you, or you desire to worship me or be praised and worshipped yourself, even try new kinks, we shall. Most importantly though, we will always have a safe word to stop anything for open communication for adjustments or of greater pertinence, if something is wrong and you simply just need a partner to be there for you. You're a human, life is complex, I will be your partner and be there for you. Further, I would very much like to have a written agreement between us which contains in detail what is and is not desirable both inside and outside of kink. Though we may negotiate what is inside of it, the act of creating an agreement, is non-negotiable.

Some kinks that I have participated in and have enjoyed:

S/M, Bondage, CNC (Rape), Edge Play, Breeding, Dirty Talk, Erotoc Humiliation, DD/lg, Exhibitionism, Foot Fets, Gagging, Edging, Impact Play, Objectification, Orgasm Control, Praise, Primal, Threesomes, Fluid (spit/cum), Worship.

No goes for me:

Orgies (too many people), Scat (Not appealing), Cutting/Needle play (reminds me of torture), probably some other things that aren't coming to mind.

If you Desire a Life with Me

Send me a message and follow the format of this post. Tell me what you desire of me and I will further tell you what I desire of you. To save ourselves time, know that I will ask to see pictures of you to see the truth of you, and I will also, send you pictures of me. We can start by interacting online, and hopefully, in time, you will join me at sea. I hope this finds the one I am searching for. Live well.