This might be a bit of a different request but I’m going to give it a try anyway. Sorry in advance if this is rambly, I really just word-vomited this out lol

Appearance: I’m black with 4C hair (afro, sometimes worn in colorful braids), 5’1 (155cm), and thick Harry Potter-esque glasses (I’m blind as a bat without them, sometimes I wear colored contacts). My clothing and makeup style is all over the place which is why I just use “alt” to cover all bases but if I were to give it a label I’d describe it as pastel goth/e-girl.

A little about me: I’m a 26-year-old nerdy alt girl living on the East Coast. I have a bachelor's degree. I struggle with ADHD, anxiety, and depression. I’m unemployed and looking for direction in my life. I don’t have much motivation on my own, but I want to improve myself. I have social anxiety and am pretty introverted but I can be more extroverted once you get to know me. I’ve never really dated anyone, one-on-one interactions can be kind of anxiety-inducing for me, but I want to work to improve that.

I’m a sub-leaning switch. I’m down to experiment with taking on a dominant role at times to practice finding my voice and asserting myself. 

I’m into video games, cartoons, anime, manga, cosplay, D&D pretty much anything nerdy. I go to anime conventions yearly. I love the arts and have talent/interest in all creative things. I like creative writing, painting/drawing, and fashion design. I like singing, dancing, and theater, and regularly take on gigs doing burlesque for some extra cash. I like the rave and festival scene but suck at knowing musical artists. I dance, teach, and perform at festivals. I’d love to do something creative as my work, be it doing social media, traveling and performing, selling art. People appreciating my art and the time that goes into making things and putting together performances means the world to me.

I love to travel and learn new things, I’m currently learning Japanese.

In true goth kid fashion, I’m interested in spirituality and the occult. I read tarot, practice reiki, do spellwork, and enjoy trippy conversations about the supernatural. 

I currently live with my parents, they don’t really understand much about me and mostly leave me to my own devices. It would be nice to move out again in the future. As previously stated I struggle with anxiety so please be patient with me if it takes me a second to talk more. As an introvert, I may need to step away for a day or two at first to recharge before talking more. That may decrease as we get to know each other and I get more comfortable. I’m mostly interested in online for now, but I’m not opposed to meeting up if things go well and we’re both comfortable.

What am I looking for: I’m intrigued by the concept of TPE but am more interested in a mentor/caregiver type than being a slave. A gentle dom to help me find some drive, build confidence, and help me get out of my shell. Someone who holds me accountable to make sure I’m eating and drinking properly, moving my body, and doing things to push me toward a better life like finding work, waking up before noon, reading more, etc. I’m much more likely to do something if someone is instructing me to do so. 

On that note, I do enjoy instruction, tasks, and games both sexual and platonic. It’d be really cool to enter a roleplay space and allow that roleplay to bleed into real life. Literally just gamifying life to make the day-to-day slog more enjoyable. Signed, your resident sci-fi, fantasy, weirdo weeb. I’m semi-new to BDSM. I’ve been involved in the scene for several years and know a lot about different types of kinks. I’m interested in learning/exploring more about myself and you.

While I enjoy sexual aspects of a relationship, I’m not looking for something strictly sexual. I prefer emotional and mental intimacy before moving on to physical. I’d much prefer a friend who shares similar interests and is attracted to my personality before my body. I’d have the same draw toward you. 

I’m interested in someone witty and clever who is able to lead conversations about deep insightful topics, fuck my mind before fucking me lol. I prefer that to small talk. Being nerdy/sharing interests is huge. If you're a bit gothy/alt that's a plus too but not a dealbreaker. I’d love to have someone I can feel safe and nerd-out with and trade manga, book, show, etc. suggestions. I love it when someone can make me laugh and I want to make you laugh as well. A good sense of emotional intelligence and empathy is big for me as well.

Limits

-No raceplay or fetishizing my race.

-I’m pansexual so you must be queer-friendly. Being informed on queer topics/ being queer yourself is a huge plus.

-No pee/scat/blood/ play

I’m nervous/excited to hear from you and learn more about you!