How often have you spent your life denying yourself? It feels like it's an essential part of human existence. The denial of pleasure, because we have to be good, we have to be thin, we have to be controlled. We can't possibly just indulge and enjoy because we think life has to always be about balance, and unfettered access to bliss doesn't feel right.
I know I've spent far too much time denying this part of myself. Denying this need for control. This need to find a submissive who craves to be owned, who cannot imagine a life where her body is her own, her mind is her own, her autonomy her own. You might have spent your life trying to push away this side of you, like I have. Trying to find and establish relationships outside of a power dynamic. But has never worked. And it never will work. And now you need something new. Something right. Something true to yourself.
But that doesn't mean we have to abandon denial entirely. There's always that desire to be bound. To be edged. To make you push yourself right to the brink of climax, and then force you back down. To turn you into a whimpering, mewling mess. Because nothing can feel as good as knowing that your body doesn't belong to you.
Not even cumming.
I'm looking for something online. Where, eventually, we can feel comfortable sharing photos, sharing voices, sharing deep, needy, desperate groans and sighs and orgasms. A dynamic that it built on trust and understanding, which allows us to delve deeper into those kinks that we have denied ourselves for so very long.
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