I’m looking for a dynamic that could ideally develop into a long-term M/s relationship. I have some puppy-like traits—loyal, needy, and playful, but I identify more as a slave than other roles in BDSM. I’m particularly drawn to a high-protocol dynamic, where I can feel owned and defined by my service and obedience at all times. I value my personal time and space, so I don’t think I’m suitable for a 24/7 live-in arrangement, but I am open to regular in-person sessions and am available to travel within the U.S.

I don’t have any in-person experience yet, so I’d like to start online. I’m unattached and seeking a Master I can truly love and worship as my god. I want to feel addicted to you, obsessed with serving and pleasing you. I have met some good Doms here, but I’ve learned that my submission needs to come to me naturally, I can’t fully submit without that spark. I need time to grow attached, to feel that thrill when your message lights up my phone, and the ache of missing you when we’re out of contact. I believe this bond has to grow at its own pace. I crave complete submission and miss that feeling that makes me want to surrender blindly, desperately, and wholeheartedly.

My kinks include high protocol, discipline, dehumanization, degradation, humiliation, toys (electro play, lovense toys) impact play, orgasm control, begging, and more. I am not interested in micromanaging, closet control or DDLG.

About me:

I’m a shy, curious, and empathetic person, and I have a 10 month old Goldendoodle who is my best friend. I’m highly sensitive and go to weekly therapy for PTSD and depression. Given this, please at least have some experience with people who struggle with mental health issues.

I work as an interpreter with a flexible schedule. I love ultra running, skiing, and hiking with my dog. I enjoy reading philosophy and psychology books, and I also like playing PUBG and making people laugh.

About you:

My ideal Master (age 30-50) is honest, consistent, well-written, and intelligent, with high standards and the emotional maturity to handle intense dynamics. He should enjoy inflicting consensual mental, physical, psychological, and emotional pain and be manipulative within a consensual context.

I'm open to early-stage pic/video verification and enjoy sending proof of task completion through pictures or videos. I would prefer a few voice or video sessions weekly, as pictures and tasks can become repetitive and boring over time.

Limits: scat, anything illegal, permanent damage, animal, anything too messy.

Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to hearing from you!